I'm so discouraged.
I'm watching movies I'm not interested in, just to fill in time. David's deal keeps cycling between silence and emails saying "it'll be very soon" - and I feel like a fool for being caught in it.
But now what?
More filling time, more shopping for food I shouldn't eat with money I don't have (credit).
So I'm "free" until Sunday at 1pm (Andre's show).
Sigh
So many thoughts come and go - I should be motivated by Joe's company, but I just don't have a handle on how it's really going. I hope I do & say the best things.
