Tuesday, April 29, 2025

20250429 SLLLAVERS FOR TUESDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, might ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

WHAT A WAY TO START TODAY!!!!!!!!!

I got a call from Joe, and after his trip to Southern Utah with his friends, including his "shroom friend," he went back home (Lehi, UT), where he went to sleep.  He dreamed a dream.  A VIVID, almost real dream:  He and Chrissy were together, and became convinced that they should stay together to work out their problems.  Of course, it was HIS dream.... but he now has some renewed resolve to approach Chrissy with the message that they should consider trying again.


I've never dared to hope this could happen.  But MAYBE... MAYBE... MAYBE IT WILL!!!!

While I was in Utah over the last weekend, I said to myself MANY times, as I have for the last year+, things like:

Joe and Chrissy are such a great couple; it's such a shame this house is going to go to someone else; they should try harder because it's so obvious they were happy.


Well, I don't know how Chrissy will react, but I'm hopeful Joe can handle it "just right" so that she'll be receptive to him.  He obviously still loves her, and I'm guessing that she still loves him, too.


At any rate, I'm ELATED that there is even this possibility!


OH HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!

Monday, April 28, 2025

20250428 NO SLAVERS. NO D$-DAY. AND I, KEN TAYLOR, DO NOT HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

 ANOTHER 30 DAYS.

It's hard to imagine I can make it until then.

After all, what harm would there be in Susan signing the papers NOW, and processing the funding NOW?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????


I'm watching reruns of ALFRED HITCHCOCK PRESENTS.  Such nostalgia!

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

20250423 SLLLAVERS FOR WEDNESDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

 ACCURACY DAY


BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for


RECORD 

  1. Brisk walk
  2. ✔Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ✔Blueberries
  6. ✔New word: MAST: food for wild animals
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔C+S ; 2)steamed veggies w ham, cheese
  8. ✔White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: LISA

**********

SILENCE ❌


LLL - BHL
Live. Laugh. Love.
Bless. Heal. Love.

AFFIRMATIONS


VISUALIZATION

197 Today's weight (at the Dr's office, I was 202 while fully dressed)

I visualize weighing less tomorrow.

I still visualize weighing 190 by May 23, 2025 (Tom's birthday)


EXERCISE

(But DID make bed)


READING, WRITING


Monday, April 21, 2025

20250421 SLLLAVERS FOR MONDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

SPEED DAY


BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for


RECORD 


  1. Brisk walk
  2. ✔Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ✔Blueberries
  6. ✔New word: LIPID: a broad group of organic compounds (e.g. fats, waxes, oils)
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔C+S ; 2)steamed veggies
  8. ✔ noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: ADA


**********


SILENCE

Tried to silence  brain for 80 seconds; mild success.


LLL - BHL

Love.  Live.  Laugh.

Bless.  Heal.  Love.


AFFIRMATIONS

  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.



VISUALIZATION
197  Today's weight
I visualize weighing less tomorrow.
I visualize weighing about 190 by May 23, 2025  (Tom's birthday)


EXERCISE
Did my partial base-80 routine for Monday, April 21, 2025:
  1. knuckle bends 40
  2. ankle/wrist circles 40
  3. toe/finger stretches 40
  4. bicycle crunches 40
  5. (MADE BED; PIANO)
  6. flamingo R60, L60
  7. shoulder rolls 80
  8. ball/wall 16
  9. angel/wall 16
  10. counter stretch 16
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 1 + 40 + 2

READING, WRITING


Sunday, April 20, 2025

20250420 SLLLAVERS FOR SUNDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

ACCURACY DAY


BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for


RECORD


  1. Brisk walk
  2. ✔Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ✔Blueberries 1/4 cup in smoothie
  6. ✔New word: BRIL: rotate a log
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔C+S ; 2)potato salad, 3 dumplings
  8. ✔White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: GEORGE!!!!!!!


**********

SILENCE
Tried to silence brain for 80 seconds; some success (added White noise)


LLL - BHL
Love. Live. Laugh.
Bless. Heal. Love.


AFFIRMATIONS
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.


VISUALIZATION
197  Today's weight :-(
I visualize weighing less tomorrow.
I visualize weighing 190 by May 16, 2025.


EXERCISE
Did my full base-80 routine for Sunday, April 20, 2025:
  1. knuckle bends 80
  2. ankle/wrist circles 80
  3. toe/finger stretches 80
  4. bicycle crunches 80
  5. (MADE BED; PIANO)
  6. flamingo R60, L60
  7. shoulder rolls 80
  8. ball/wall 16
  9. angel/wall 16
  10. counter stretch 16
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 1+40+2

READING, WRITING

Read for 80 seconds in HOW TO BIOHACK YOUR BRAIN by Kristin MyeuVyay.


Read for 80 seconds in A PROMISED LAND by Barack Obama.  He says


Read for 80 seconds in THE RIGHTEOUS MIND by Jonathan Haidt.  He says


Read for 80 seconds in MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING by Viktor Frankl.  He says 



Friday, April 18, 2025

20250418 SLLLAVERS FOR FRIDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

ACCURACY DAY


BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for



RECORD

  1. Brisk walk
  2. ✔Dark chocolate
  3. ✔Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ✔Blueberries
  6. ✔New word: RAPACIOUS: Aggressively greedy
  7. ✔Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔C+S ; 2)✔Potato salad w/tomato
  8. ✔White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: My son JOE


**********

SILENCE
Attempted to silence brain for 80 seconds; mild success.

LLL - BHL
Love. Live. Laugh.
Bless. Heal. Love.

AFFIRMATIONS
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.


VISUALIZATION
195 Today's weight.
I visualize weighing less tomorrow
I visualize weighing approx. 190 by May 16, 2025


EXERCISE
Did my full base 80 routine for Friday, April 18, 2025:
  1. knuckle bends 80
  2. ankle/wrist circles 80
  3. toe/finger stretches 80
  4. bicycle crunches 80
  5. (MADE BED; PIANO (did 1/2; will resume later))
  6. flamingo R60, L50
  7. shoulder rolls 80
  8. ball/wall 15
  9. angel/wall 15
  10. counter stretch 15
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 1+40+2

READING

Read for 80 seconds in HOW TO BIOHACK YOUR BRAIN by Kristin Myeumyay. She says
  • left & right brain understanding has mostly come from a now discontinued procedure that CUT the CORPUS CALLOSUM - the connection between the LEFT BRAIN & RIGHT BRAIN. They did this to stop epileptic seizures from travelling between the hemispheres. We learned that
  • RHed and LHed people use BOTH sides of their brains
  • LEFT BRAIN: generally responsible for
    1. language
    2. comprehension
    3. math
    4. writing
    5. speech ability
    6. Also left hemisphere has more neurons than right hemisphere.
  • RIGHT BRAIN: generally responsible for
    1. spatial orientation,
    2. visual & artistic abilities
    3. face recognition
    4. musicality
    5. emotion arbitration
    6. nonverbal communication arbitration
MY NOTE: I wonder why I develped a stronger LEFT brain than RIGHT; I have strong abilities on both sides, but the LEFT skills are significantly stronger, overall.
I'm also led to ask, for each item above, is it "memory of these things?" or is it "skill in these things?" As I continue learning music/piano theory & playing songs, will I be developing more neurons in my RIGHT BRAIN?
Looking forward to learning more about the brain, and about MY brain.


Read for 80 seconds in A PROMISED LAND by Barack Obama. He says while he was not averse to adding US troops to Afghanistan, the Pentagon wanted way more troops than he thought was necessary; he asked for opinions from others.


Read for 80 seconds in THE RIGHTEOUS MIND by Jonathan Haidt. He says in art history, from long ago (Memling's painting about chastity, 1475) up through today (bumper sticker "My body is an amusement park"), society has dealt with a spectrum of views regarding the Sanctity/degredation foundation.


Read for 80 seconds in MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING by Viktor Frankl. What he says in this passage warrants a typing of his actual words:
The fact remains that meaning, and its perception, as seen from the logotherapeutic angle, is completely down to earth rather than afloat in the air or resident in an ivory tower. Sweepingly, I would locate the cognition of meaning - of the personal meaning of a concrete situation - midway between an "aha" experience along the lines of Karl Buehler's concept and a Gestalt perception, say, along the lines of Max Wertheimer's theory. The perception of meaning differs from the classical concept of Gestalt perception insofar as the latter implies the sudden awareness of a "figure" on a "ground," whereas the perception of meaning, as I see it, more specifically boils down to becoming aware of a possibility against the background of reality or, to express it in plain words, to becoming aware of what can be done about a given situation.
And how does a human being go about finding meaning? As Charlotte Buehler has stated: "All we can do is study the lives of people who seem to have found their answers to the questions of what ultimately human life is about as against those who have not." In addition to such a biographical approach, however, we may as well embark on a biological approach."

Frankl goes on to describe how trying to define our meaning (i.e., the meaning of our lives) must also include the evolutionary biology of our set of hierarchical values.


**********

I've noticed lately that twisting my body to the right, to reach books from my shelf, used to give me a muscle spasm in my back that was quite painful, but was remedied by stretching in the other direction, over a period of about 15 seconds. Today, at least, this no longer happens. I wonder why.

Wednesday, April 16, 2025

20250416 SLLLAVERS FOR WEDNESDAY - NOT D$-D (YET), AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

SPEED DAY 



BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for

RECORD 


  1. Brisk walk
  2. ❌Dark chocolate
  3. ✔Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ❌Blueberries
  6. ✔New word: EIDETIC: Clear, precise, detailed (as a memory so vivid it's like experiencing it again)
  7. ✔Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)S (apple juice) + Water ; 2) Apple juice,
  8. ❌White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: DAY OFF!!!!!!!


**********


Today is a busy one; I slept and didn't sleep due to mysterious & major lower back & (both) leg pain.

I weighed in at 196 (YAY).

I've started drinking the pre-colonoscopy solution, and will complete it by tomorrow at 10 AM - And I'm guessing I'll need to be close to the bathroom.

I'll be very glad when this is over.

(*sigh*)

Tuesday, April 15, 2025

20250415 SLLLAVERS FOR TUESDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

SPEED DAY 



BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for

RECORD
NOTE:  For the record, I had a restless night; my legs ached non-stop, the pain kept me awake.  Eventually I did sleep, but when I woke up, the achy leg syndrome was still there.  At about 6AM, I broke down and took 4 regular strength Tylenol (I.e., 2 extra strength), and that DID "erase" the pain.  But I just don't know what caused it.  It seemed to be equally strong pain in both legs.
Along with that, I'm eating a "light colored diet" in prep for my colonoscopy on Thursday.  It's left me a lot weaker than usual, and less motivated to do my usual routines.

So.... my record won't look all that great today.
  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. ✔New word: SIWA: Egyptian oasis
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔S+Tea ; 2) omelet, toast, yogurt, apple juice
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: MODERN MEDICINE


**********


SILENCE
LLL - BHL
AFFIRMATIONS

VISUALIZATION
197  Today's weight
I visualize weighing less tomorrow.
I visualize weighing about 196 (lowered by 2 lbs) on April 17, 2025.

EXERCISE
READING, WRITING


**********

This is a crazy week, with all the "stuff" I have going on:  Doc visit (Monday), Paying taxes (Tuesday), TV delivery (Wednesday) Colonoscopy (Thursday).

I also had a strange dream:  Ramona & 2 sisters were in it, and they were confronting me with some bad news, but I never found out what it was.  In turn, sort of, I was emotional about telling them about Jack's pedophilia, but I never got to the point of telling them.  Everyone in the dream was very serious and very emotional.
(that's all I recall of the dream)

Monday, April 14, 2025

20250414 SLLLAVERS FOR MONDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

SPEED DAY 



BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for

RECORD


  1. ✖Brisk walk
  2. ✖Dark chocolate
  3. ✔Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ✖Blueberries
  6. ✔New word: FUSTY: Old-fashioned, outdated, stale
  7. ✔Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔S + Tea; 2)✔ scrambled eggs, toast, applesauce, apple juice
  8. ✔White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: ANCEL Father Dad

**********

SILENCE
Tried to silence brain for 80 seconds; kinda.

LLL-BHL
Live.  Laugh.  Love.
Bless.  Heal.  Love.

AFFIRMATIONS
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.

VISUALIZATION
197  Today's weight.  (YAYAYAYAYAY)
I visualize weighing less tomorrow.
I visualize weighing about 195 by April 17, 2025


EXERCISE
Did my full base-80 routine for Monday, April 14, 2025:
  1. knuckle bends 80
  2. ankle/wrist circles 80
  3. toe/finger stretch 80
  4. bicycle crunch 80
  5. MADE BED; PIANO
  6. flamingo R60, L60
  7. shoulder rolls 80
  8. ball/wall 15
  9. angel/wall 15
  10. counter stretch 15
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 40+3

READING, WRITING




Sunday, April 13, 2025

20250413 NOT SLLLAVERS DAY, AND NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

DAY OF REST



 No BIOHACK today.

No SLLLAVERS today.


Except:


I'm on my pre-colonoscopy diet, and I'm having tea and smoothie-lite.

And I'm going to do a few of the BIOHACK dailies:  Sniff to reduce stress, a new new word, a gratitude...


AND....

For the first time in a long time, I weigh 197 lbs!!!!!!!

So, that means I've met my VISUALIZATION goal of weighing 198 by April 17 - 4 days earlier!!  YAY!



Saturday, April 12, 2025

20250412 SLLLAVERS FOR SATURDAY - NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

 

ACCURACY DAY


BIOHACK

  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for


RECORD

  1. Brisk walk
  2. ✖Dark chocolate (WILL NOT BE EATING CHOCOLATE UNTIL APRIL 18, after colonoscopy)
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ✖Blueberries (WILL NOT BE EATING BLUEBERRIES UNTIL APRIL 18, after colonoscopy)
  6. ✔New word: KIELBASA: Polish meat sausage staple.
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔S(modified recipe)+T (tea; no coffee til APRIL 18) ; 2) steamed veggies
  8. ✔White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: MOM - VIRGINIA

**********
SILENCE
Tried to silence brain for 80 seconds; mild success.

LLL - BHL
Love. Laugh. Live.
Bless. Heal. Love.


AFFIRMATIONS
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.



VISUALIZATION
200 Today's weight :-(
I visualize weighing less tomorrow.
I visualize weighing about 198 by April 17, 2025.


EXERCISE
Did my full base-80 routine for Saturday, April 12, 2025:
  1. knuckle benders 80
  2. ankle/wrist circles 80
  3. toe/finger stretches 80
  4. bicycle crunches 80
  5. (MADE BED; PIANO)
  6. flamingo R60, L60
  7. shoulder rolls 80
  8. ball/wall 15
  9. angel/wall 15
  10. counter stretch 15
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 1+40+2


READING, WRITING

Read for several messages in THE BOOK OF AWAKENING by Mark Nepo, with George; tried to catch up to today's entry.





Friday, April 11, 2025

20250411 SLLLAVERS FOR FRIDAY -- NOT D$-DAY, AND I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

After "blowing my morning" - I.e., mostly NOT doing my BIOHACKING my BRAIN, and totally bypassing my SLLLAVERS FOR THURSDAY...... I went in to HDA, expecting one of the following to happen:  a)  fired on the spot, b)  Dr. P waiting by the computer to discuss my changing of his password without his prior approval, c)  Dr. P wanting to limit my access to the computers.


But none of the above happened:  he greeted me cheerily, and we prepared to go to Pomona, as usual.  I didn't say a word about his call, nor did he..... all day!  Gradually I became accustomed to things being "normal," and I speculated on why he would take this approach:  I think it's cause he doesn't want to lose me, so he's learned that being nice is a better solution than to rant & scold & take drastic action.  He knows I only have HDA's and his best interest, and he likely concluded that I have flaws, but he's willing to work with them.  (HA!)


So.... on we go.


ACCURACY DAY


BIOHACK


  1. Brisk walk
  2. Dark chocolate
  3. _._Sit up straight
  4. Write w/left hand
  5. Blueberries
  6. New word
  7. _._Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1) ; 2)
  8. White noise - 10 min
  9. Sniff to stress
  10. Write 1 thing grateful for




RECORD


  1. Brisk walk
  2. ✔Dark chocolate
  3. ✔Sit up straight
  4. ✔Write w/left hand
  5. ✔Blueberries
  6. ✔New word: COVARIANT: In physics (esp in multilinear algebra and tensor analysis), the COVARIANT describes how the quantitative description of certain geometric or physical entities changes with a change of basis. (whew!)
  7. ✔Visualize improved day: 2-meal day: 1)✔C+S ; 2) ✔frozen dinner
  8. ✔White noise - 10 min
  9. ✔Sniff to stress
  10. ✔Write 1 thing grateful for: MODERN MEDICINE



**********

SILENCE
Tried to silence brain for 80 seconds; mild success.

LLL - BHL
Love. Laugh. Live.
Bless. Heal. Love.


AFFIRMATIONS
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a kind and loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a confident pianist.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.


VISUALIZATION
199 Today's weight (HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I broke 200!!!!!!!)
I visualize weighing less tomorrow.
I visualize weighing about 198 by April 17, 2025.


EXERCISE
Did my full base-80 routine for Friday, April 11, 2025:
  1. knuckle bends 80
  2. ankle/wrist circles 80
  3. toe/finger stretches 80
  4. bicycle crunches 80
  5. (MADE BED; PIANO)
  6. flamingo R60, L60
  7. shoulder rolls 80
  8. ball/wall 15
  9. angel/wall 15
  10. counter stretch 15
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 1+40+2

READING, WRITING

Read for XX seconds about prep for colonoscopy. Read it in detail; ready.


Read for 80 seconds in A PROMISED LAND by Barack Obama. He says


Read for 80 seconds in THE RIGHTEOUS MIND by Jonathan Haidt. He says


Read for 80 seconds in MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING by Viktor Frankl. He says


Read for 80 seconds in HOW TO BIOHACK YOUR BRAIN by Kristin Myeumyay (?). She says