20190827 IS TODAY THE DAY??????

*SIGH*

Oh well.  On with whatever you might call this.

20190822 IS THIS THE DAY???????????

WE SHALL SEE LATER TODAY

at 9:15 pm (Pacific), there is still no money call.

HELP!!!!  I need the Universe to step in on behalf of David's Deal.

PLEASE!!!!!!!

20190818 SAVERS for SUNDAY, DAY 4 of 6 WEEK PLAN

SILENCE

Shook head, then tried to think of nothing.  Didn't really work, but oh well, I tried.

Drank a few sips of water.

AFFIRMATIONS

1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.

VISUALIZATION

175 by 9/30

EXERCISE

Did my 1+ routine for Sunday 8/18:

1. ankle/wrist circles 70
2. toe/finger stretches 70
3. bicycle crunches 70
4. shoulder rolls 70
5. flat on the floor 3 70-second sets
6. squats 18
7. push-ups 18

READING, WRITING

Read previous posts from 2013  (6 years ago).

THe 2nd post I made was before I began working for Dr. Pruitt, but I'd already (I think)  heard from David TImpson about the possibility of working with him.  That's not the way I'd have described the sequence before I read the post.

Shows how unreliable my memory can be.  (*sigh*)

So now I'm chez Ashton in San Clemente, and Lisa wants to talk, so I'm getting up & being a Dad/Grandpa - starting now.

O & O

20190817 SAVERS for SATURDAY, DAY 3 of 6 WEEK PLAN

SILENCE

Shook head vigorously to remove all thoughts.  Didn't work, but the symbolism held.

AFFIRMATIONS

1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.

VISUALIZATION

175 by 9/30

EXERCISE

Did my 1+ routine for 8/17:

1. ankle/wrist circles 70
2. toe/finger stretches 70
3. bicycle crunches 70
4. shoulder rolls 70
5. flat on floor 3 70-second sets
6. squats 2 sets of 17 (since it's 8/17)

READING, WRITING

Read for 60 seconds my previous writings.

I went all the way back to my very first post here on this blog.  The writing I did then sounds a lot like me now.  So I haven't changed much, I suppose.  At least, my writing style hasn't.

The first blog post was on 2013XX19.  So about 6 years ago.

I'm wondering if I'll ever go back and read ALL of what I've written thus far.  Probably not.

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I'm totally disgusted by the bedbug infestation at Hamilton Villa in Pomona.  I don't want to go back there - AT ALL, but I probably will for a few more weeks - until I quit HDA/Dr. Pruitt.

Still waiting for David Timpson's "money call."  He's predicted it for "next week" or "soon" for more than 5 years now.

*sigh*

20190816 SAVERS for FRIDAY DAY 2 of 6 WEEK PLAN

SILENCE

Shook head vigorously

AFFIRMATIONS

1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
8. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
9. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.

VISUALIZATION

175 by 9/30

EXERCISE

Did my 1+ routine for 8/16:

1. ankle/wrist circles 70
2. toe/finger stretches 70
3. bicycle crunches 70
4. shoulder rolls 70
5. inversion table 3 70-second sets
6. push-ups 2 sets of 16 = 32

READING, WRITING

Read for 60 seconds in SAPIENS by Yuval Noah Harari.  He says that in order to achieve control over many, violence is often used.  But, he adds that those who exercise the control (soldiers, police, etc.) must also BELIEVE in something, be it God, honor, motherland, manhood or money.

Curiously, he does not add "morality."  I wonder why - seems to me he should have.

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On DAY 2 of my 6 week plan, I had expected to already have heard from David that the money had arrived.  But no.

This is becoming more deeply depressing than it used to be.  I don't know how much longer I can hold out.

*sigh*

20190815 SAVERS for THURSDAY DAY 1 of 6 WEEK PLAN

Yesterday (Wednesday, August 14, 2019) I got the call from David.  YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

SILENCE

Did not try this today, but I shook my head as if to resettle my brains.

AFFIRMATIONS

1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
8. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
9. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.

Also, said aloud for 60 seconds.

VISUALIZATION

175 by 9/30

EXERCISE

Due to the "break" of recent weeks, I am resuming my full routine incrementally.  This means that every day, I add 1 rep to my squats/push-ups.

8/15:  15 squats  (X 2)

8/16:  16 push-ups (X 2)

8/17:  17 squats (X 2)

8/18:  18 push-ups (X 2)

etc.

on 8/30, I'll do 30 push-ups or squats (X 2), and for the next 5 days, I'll continue adding 1 rep per day, until I reach 35 (X2), or 70 reps.

So, today:

1. ankle/wrist circles 70
2. toe/finger stretches 70
3. bicycle crunches 70
4. shoulder rolls 70
5. inversion table 3 70-second sets
6. squats 30 (2 sets of 15, since today is 8/15)

READING, WRITING

Read 60 seconds in SAPIENS by Yuval Noah Harari.  He says that truth is truth, even if people don't believe in it.  Eg., gravity will remain in effect, even if all homo sapiens stop believing in it.  But myth can and does change people when they start (or stop) believing in it.

He also says that "natural rights" exist only in the imagination of the sapien that states that he has them.  They are no more real than they are (or would be) for animals, plants, nature.

We don't want to admit to that.  Voltaire says he does not believe in god, but don't tell his servant lest he murder him at night.  So, society can be preserved by myth/beliefs, by BELIEVERS.  But at what price?  Armies are motivated by leaders who believe (or don't believe) in myths.  The US Military is deployed in the name of preserving the "rights" of the people to be free, safe, happy.

I'm not sure if I buy this line of reasoning, but let's see where it goes.

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Yesterday, David called early in the morning.  Many times, I've watched my phone, thinking that a signal (audible notification) from my phone was him calling me with the "money news."  But it had not happened on those many mornings.  I would likely respond, before I even knew who it was that was causing the signal, with a sarcastic "Yeah, right!"

But yesterday was different.  I woke early, lay in bed feeling depressed about the plight I'm in, and wondering how I'd face the next days & weeks.  I dozed off.

The phone woke me.  It was David!  And he had good news!  This was to be the money day.  It's still just a projection, not a real promise.  But it held so much promise!  He and Michael had talked extensively just before he called me.  They talked about how they'd go forward now that the first money was coming in.

They discussed my involvement; I'll be getting a written offer/job description within the next 6 weeks, along with an initial amount (50K to 100K).

Wow!

Now, the reality is setting in:  IT WAS JUST WORDS.  THERE IS NO MONEY YET.

It's been 24 hours since his call, and David has not called back to tell me that he actually got the $40K he was estimated to receive yesterday.

So, I'm still waiting.

But ALSO, I decided that I will move forward with MY life as if it is actually happening.

Hence, my SAVERS plan above.

O & O