Monday, June 26, 2023

20230626 SLLLAVERS FOR MONDAY - STILL not D-Day, but..... I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

SILENCE

Didn't even try, and I'm not sure why.


LLL - BHL

Live.  Laugh.  Love.

Bless.  Heal.  Love.


AFFIRMATIONS

  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being
  7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  8. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  9. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  10. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.
  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  6. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  7. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  8. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  9. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  10. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.


VISUALIZATION

203.6  Today's weight

Hey!  Hey!  Whaddaya say?

Let's go back the OTHER way!!


EXERCISE

Did my (almost) full base-80 routine for Monday, June 26, 2023:

  1. ankle/wrist circles 80
  2. toe/finger stretches 80
  3. bicycle crunches 80
  4. shoulder rolls 80
  5. Flamingo L40, R 20 + 20
  6. inversion table 1 set of only 20 seconds
  7. Epley Maneuver 1Ram
  8. ball/wall 20
  9. angel/wall 20
  10. counter stretches 20
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 10


READING, WRITING

Read for 80 seconds in SAPIENS by Yuval Noah Harari.  He says imperialists Rawlinson and Jones were instrumental in deciphering and translating many ancient languages, including Sanskrit, Old Persian and several others.  Jones linked Indo-European languages (e.g., Mother = Mater = Matter = Mutter, etc.)  He speculated that they all had their roots in some VERY ancient common language.  (But did they?)

Read for 80 seconds in A PROMISED LAND by Barack Obama.  He recalls pre-inauguration days when his mood was both adrenelin- laced (from the successful campaign) and dismal (from the poor economic conditions of 2007-8.  He compared his "plight" to FDR's in 1932.  In spite of it all, he felt that he and his committee members were up to the task.


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I'm a poet.

And I KNOW IT!


Sunday, June 25, 2023

20230625 SLLLAVERS FOR SUNDAY - NOT D-DAY YET, BUT I ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

 (NOW USING "BASE 80")


SILENCE

Tried to silence my brain for 80 seconds


LLL - BHL

Live.  Laugh.  Love.

Bless. Heal.  Love.


AFFIRMATIONS

  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  8. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  9. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  10. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.

  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  6. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  7. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  8. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  9. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  10. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 80 seconds.


VISUALIZATION

201.8  Yesterday's weight
201.2  Today's weight
-0.6

I visualize weighing less tomorrow.


EXERCISE

I did my "new" BASE 80 routine for Sunday, June 25, 2023:
  1. ankle/wrist circles 80
  2. toe/finger stretches 80
  3. bicycle crunches 80
  4. shoulder rolls 80
  5. flamingo R40, L40
  6. inversion table 1 80-second set
  7. EPLEY MANEUVER 1Ram (80 seconds in each position)
  8. ball/wall 15
  9. angel wall 15
  10. counter stretch 15
  11. squats 40
  12. push-ups 40 (4 sets of 10)
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


READING, WRITING

Read 1 Rumi thought.

Read 80 seconds in SAPIENS by Yuval Noah Harari.  He says


NOTE:  Before I write about what I've read, I have to confess to myself, and to whomever might read this some day, that I actually read 332 pages of this book, and then stopped reading for long periods (for a month , sometimes).  Today, I removed my book mark, and became confused about where I'd left off.  It took me 15 minutes to recall, by the aid of my most recent writing, exactly where I'd left off.  How totally reflective of my sometimes poor memory, and of my inconsistent habits (lately) of doing my routine.  So, I hereby RESOLVE to attempt actually doing my routine EVERY DAY.  This will lead to positive results:  more knowledge of humankind, better memory, better self-esteem (along with better health & better relationships with family & friends).


(on p. 333) that in the 1830s, the Brits send Rawlinson to Persia to help them modernize their military.  He became aware of Darius I's Behistun inscription etched high on a cliff in the Zagos Mountains, in 3 languages (1) Old Persian, 2) Elamite, and 3) Babylonian).  No one could read it, but Rawlinson resolved to try.  He send samples back to England.


Read 80 seconds in A PROMISED LAND by Barack Obama.  He recalls as President-elect, forming his team to tackle the economic crisis left by W (Bush).  The issues he describes as his pre-term challenges seem eerily similar to those Biden has faced today, some 12 years later:  unemployment, deficit spending, welfare, housing...... I guess they're really HUMAN issues, likely never to disappear from the President's desk (unless we get another Trump).


Read 80 seconds in WORKING WITH ONENESS by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee.  He introduces the concept & identity of CONIUNCTIO:

Western thought locates the soul within a hierarchical structure of existence.
This originated in Plato.
The lowest level is the Sensory World
The highest level is the World of Ideas and Forms
The intermediary level gives the soul potential to link the levels, and to see unity among the multiple sense impressions.
Plotinus (who developed the Platonic Theory), saw the soul as being able to link the levels, and to link the sole with IMAGINATION.
The Platonic theory includes linking the soul to imagination, and to realizing that there is no hierarchy, and that both the "highest" and "lowest" are present in every part of every soul.  From this concept is born "CONIUNCTIO" - neither female nor male, with the ability to link the soul to imagination.

(I think)


Read 80 seconds in THE RIGHTEOUS MIND by Jonathan Haidt.  He says "moral judgment" is not something we evaluate and think and write about.  It's more like how animals react:  MORAL JUDGMENT IS MOSTLY DONE BY THE ELEPHANT.  (i.e., not by the Rider)

(next section)

What are psychopaths?  1 in 100 (mostly men) are psychopaths.  Defined by a)  what they do, and b) what they DON'T feel.

They seem to live in a world of objects (some of the objects are other people).

(Donald Trump comes to mind.)



Read 80 seconds in MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING by Viktor Frankl.  He says there was such a thing as "ART" in the concentration camps.  Prisoners would forgo meals to participate, singing Italian arias and the like.  This "ART" was designed (who designed it??) to help the men forget; it worked to a degree.

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I've read, and I've written, and now I will poem:

How angrily I sit
Knowing what I know, but not much more
Comes to me.
I battle the hiccups and yawns
Over and over
While I strive to learn a little bit here or there
And think
Did Dad have these same battles?
I saw him often reading at night.

Monday, June 5, 2023

20230605 SLLLAVERS FOR MONDAY - NOT D-DAY YET, BUT HEY - I ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!

SILENCE

Tried to silence brain for 70 seconds; kept falling asleep.


LLL - BHL

Live.  Laugh.  Love.

Bless.  Heal.  Love.


AFFIRMATIONS

  1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  8. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  9. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
  10. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
Also said aloud for 70 seconds.

  1. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  2. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  3. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  4. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  5. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  6. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  7. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  8. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  9. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
  10. I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need.
Also said aloud for 70 seconds.


VISUALIZATION

202.6  Today's weight.

I visualize weighing less tomorrow.


EXERCISE

Did my full base-72 routine for Monday, June 5, 2023:

  1. ankle/wrist circles 72
  2. toe/finger stretches 72
  3. bicycle crunches 72
  4. flamingo R30, L30
  5. shoulder rolls 72
  6. inversion table 1 1-min set
  7. EPLEY MANEUVER 1Ram
  8. ball/wall 15
  9. angel/wall 15
  10. counter stretches 15
  11. squats 36
  12. push-ups 27 (floor), 9 (wall)

READING, WRITING

Read Rumi for today
"Sorrow engulfs when the ego can't collect enough of the spoils."

NOTE FOR MOI, TODAY, a day which could be "D-DAY" for the Akanda Mine:
I have affirmed many times, for many days that I already have everything I need.  I have received several generous payments from David as a sort of "keep me above water" effort on his behalf (i.e., on MY behalf.)  But the "big money" is supposed to begin this week, possibly even today.

BUT.......
I already have everything I need.
So why is Rumi telling me that if I don't receive a 'chunk o' change' today, my ego will suffer, that I will be "engulfed by sorrow," or some such?

I'd like to think that if today is NOT D-DAY..... that I will still remember that I already have everything I need.

And.... if today IS D-DAY..... I will still remember that I already have everything I need.

Crossing fingers (in the hope that I will indeed remember that I already have everything I need.)

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Read  CA Driver Handbook


Read SAPIENS by Yuval Noah Harari.  He says

Read A PROMISED LAND by Barack Obama.  He says

Read WORKING WITH ONENESS by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee.  He says

Read THE RIGHTEOUS MIND by Jonathan Haidt.  He says

Read MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING by Viktor Frankl.  He says

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Writing:
Poetry:
Ecriture automatique:
I'm running out of time. Sleep is chasing me.  I shall move on now, but I won't like it much.

Whenever's the time I think, I write.  I produce something.  What might it be today?