SILENCE
Tried it again - with ears muffled it's easier - 60 seconds.
AFFIRMATIONS
- I, Ken Taylor, continue losing weight through daily exercise and eating healthy food.
- I, Ken Taylor, continue losing weight through daily exercise and eating healthy food.
- I, Ken Taylor, continue losing weight through daily exercise and eating healthy food.
- I, Ken Taylor, continue losing weight through daily exercise and eating healthy food.
- I, Ken Taylor, continue losing weight through daily exercise and eating healthy food.
Also, said aloud 60 seconds.
VISUALIZATION
175 by 12/10
Today (since I only had 2 meals yesterday, and the 2nd was at 2pm), I've been fasting from 3pm yesterday until this morning when I eat breakfast, so that will be approx.15 or 16 hours.
I'm feeling hungry and looking forward to breakfast. I also expect to break 180 again - we shall see.
EXERCISE
Did my full 30 day routine today:
- ankle/wrist circles 60
- toe/finger stretches 60 + 10
- bicycle crunches 60
- shoulder rolls 60
- inversion table 3 1-min sets
- squats 60
YAY!
READING, WRITING
Read 60 seconds in SAPIENS. The author, Yuval Noah Harari, says that Homo Sapiens were ecological serial killers. Wherever they went, animals went extinct. He then asks how Sapiens, with such "stone age" tools, could be responsible for the extinction of an entire species.
The answer, he says, lies in 3 "nicely-fitting" explanations. Will read about them tomorrow.
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I'd like to write about my High School reunion in Beaconsfield. I was a misfit back then:
1. American (during Vietnam)
2. Mormon
3. Gay
So when I went back there after 50 years, we had a lunch. The "group" was comprised of grads from both 1968 and 1969. When I arrived there were several 69 grads already seated, and only a few 68s were there, so I took the "next available seat" at the long lunch table.
Across from me were Ian Howarth and a female from 68. When Naisbitt came in, he "lured" them away from that table to the 2nd table so they could talk. But by then I was already talking to some of the 69s, and I though it would be mixed. But no.
ALL the 68s migrated to the other table. And I was too polite to move away from the folks I was talking to. So I stayed where I was. I therefore missed all the 68 conversation, which I felt bad about. I consider now what it would have been like had I moved to the 68 table. I'm guessing I'd have been left out of most of the conversation, largely because I was still a misfit.
Still American, still Gay, and not Mormon, but carrying the smaller baggage of being ex-Mormon.
It seems that I can't get over the hurdle of social barriers that I have generally allowed to block me. They're real at the time. But in retrospect, they're illusions of my own making. I know that. But they still block me from being part of a group, and of having a good time.
Once in a while, during my life, I've ignored the "barriers" and jumped in.
Still and all, I haven't changed much since High School.
*sigh*