SO TODAY, IT'S FADED DREAM, ANTS, and POVERTY

I'm writring more lately.... but not really knowing anything about where it's all going.  The writing, my life..... whatever.

I guess I have to move into extreme austerity mode, and try to refinance my house.

Don't know if I should use 401K money to pay down CC debt (about $40K), or maybe half of it.

DAMN.

Now what?

I guess I'll limp along until something changes.

Damn.