20191220 SAVERS for FRIDAY

SILENCE

Tried to silence my brain for 60 seconds.

AFFIRMATIONS

1. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
2. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
3. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
4. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
5. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
6. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
7. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
8. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.
9. I, Ken Taylor, am a loving human being.

Also said aloud for 60 seconds.

VISUALIZATION

175 by 1/31/20

Today I weighed in at 187.2.  :-(((((

Yesterday I was at 186.4, so that's a gain of 0.8 pounds in 24 hours.

12.2 pounds to go.

EXERCISE

Did my full Base-70 routine for Friday 12/20/2019:

1. ankle/wrist circles 70
2. toe/finger crunches 70
3. bicycle crunches 70
4. shoulder rolls 70
5. inversion table 3 70-second sets
6. push-ups 70  (YYYAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!!!!)

READING, WRITING

Read for 60 seconds in SAPIENS by Yuval Noah Harari.  He presents a formula for calculating i , the acceleration of mass under the influence of gravity, according to the theory of relativity.  He says that most human beings cannot readily comprehend the concepts of the formula, and so pass it by.

I read through the formula and noted that there were several "groupings" - e.g., ( ), {}, etc, but it's been so long since I've focused on algebraic formulas and/or calculus, I am not clear which functions take priority over others, as laid out in Harari's illustration.

But this is certainly one of the concepts Harari presents with which I have no problem agreeing.

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Well, today's the last day of the "next week" that David/Michael told me would be the beginning of the cash flow into David's account.  And still nothing.

I suppose I'll have to move on now.

It's so maddening and saddening and disappointing.

I can't figure out what's really going on.  I'm too far removed from the people who are in control.  And that makes it all the more frustrating.

It seems as if 5.5 years is plenty long enough to wait for the ship to come in.  I know David, and so I don't imagine that he is lying, or is even deceived.

I just can't figure this out.

But now, I'm out of money (unless I tap further into my 401K retirement money, or unless I sell my house).  And so I'll be considering what work I might find over this weekend, and begin the process of looking on Monday morning.

*sigh*

BIG *sigh*