Yesterday I was in a funk, and had not slept well all Friday night/Saturday morning.
From somewhere, I summoned the energy and courage to get up & do my whole routine on Saturday morning.
Somehow, I was able to conclude that WHETHER OR NOT there was any word from David, I'd activate my "DO NOT DISTURB" mode on my phone, and focus on my routine (the physical part, anyway).
And I DID that.
And I felt better.
During my sleepless hours on Friday/Saturday night, I reminded myself that in spite of my many failures in my academic and professional periods, there was some good that has come of my efforts.
I need not list here the list of failures nor the list of achievements. I will simply state that my focus is now on my on-going achievement projects (e.g., learning how to play the piano well).
After I did my exercises for Saturday morning (I did NOT list them here), I saw that I had heard from David, and that there would likely be money flowing by "soon," meaning early this week.
We shall see.
But this time is different. I have concluded that WHETHER OR NOT the expected funds arrive, I will be focused on my current projects (exercise, piano, reading).
So now it's Sunday morning, and I'll record today's achievements in the next post.
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