Wednesday, August 28, 2013

1st MOBILE POST - WAITING

This is the first post I have ever made from my iPhone. I'm visiting Lisa and Rodney, Lyla and Eli in Rancho Santa Margarita. And I did not bring my laptop with me. So I am pleased to know that I can make a blog post from my iPhone.

I kind of figured that I could, but now I know for sure.

Feelings of de pression are still with me today, but it is always helpful to be around my grandchildren, who are in a very different space, and who have needs, which I can provide for them. So that makes me feel better.

Last night, Lisa came home late, and explained how she had mixed up several things, and even though she did, she was spontaneous about how things went. I am really glad for that. Because when I was younger, it was very difficult for me to just "let go" and be myself.

So, today is a new day. I have meditated and will now do some breathing exercises, and hopefully do more of my routine. That also usually makes me feel better.

Today, I could very well receive word from 1) Oracle, and 2) Timpson medical. Both are possibly life-changing bits of news. But they also very well could not come today at all.  So, I am waiting, as usual.

Kipling said, "if you can wait, and not be tired by waiting… Then you'll be man, my son."

I have never liked waiting. However, I do it better now than I used to, in general.

*sigh*

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