Saturday, August 24, 2013

3rd Post - I FORGET (*sigh*)

Drove home from American Fork, Utah, and I took 3 days (2 nights).

First night was in Richfield, UT, where Mom & Dad & Bob (brother) and Dean (aunt) are buried side by side.  I didn't look at the information board - I just walked to where I thought they were buried based on my memory.  I was close.  I looked in Plat A, but they're in Plat B.  I'll remember next time - "B" - Borg, which is Mom's maiden name.

Maybe I should call myself "Kenneth Ronald Borg-Taylor" - or would it be "Kenneth Ronald Taylor-Borg?"  Who knows?

KeRoBoTa.  KeRoTaBo.

So anyway, as I was meditating this morning (or was it last night?), I thought about my relationship with my creator.  And I contemplated the mystery of my purpose here on Earth.

BUT I ALREADY FORGOT WHAT MY THOUGHTS WERE!!!!!  I really do HATE my inability to recall things which I think are important at will.

*sigh*

Anyway, it was a clever phrase, having to do with something about my life, and I thought it could apply to everyone else's lives, too.

Dammit.  It's not age.  I've always been this way.  The difference now is that it seems more and more frustrating with each passing day/week/year.... since I might have to check out soon, and I'd like to at least leave something worthwhile behind, if only a clever phrase.

Meanwhile, I got up and did my routine.  It's all I can really say that is consistent about my life.  But even THAT might be compromised to some degree, since my knee appears to be a) injured, b) arthritic, or c) acting up for an unknown reason.  So no more lotus position for a while, since I can't bend my knee all the way "in."  Left knee seems to be fine.

David (my doc) told me to "stay off my knee" for about 3-6 weeks, which would mean until Sept 15-Oct 7.

What a trip!

(I really do wish I could recall that phrase I "had" yesterday.  Maybe it'll come back to me, and if it does, I'll record it in my iPhone.)

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