Saturday, June 9, 2018

20180609 I GAVE UP TODAY

Not just waiting for David's "Money call" - but for pursuing anything beyond staying alive.

Nothing seems to matter now.

I give up hoping and "trying" (if I can even call it that) for a better life, the one I dreamed of when David first called me about the "mine job" about 4 years ago.

It's not going to happen, and so I have no ambition to seek anything else.

I'm done.

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