Yesterday, I was SOOOOOO depressed!
1) Trump, a wannabe dictator, is in the process of destroying our democracy. I HIGHLY resent this, as it will punctuate my final years on the planet, and will DIScolor my happiness as I approach the end of my life.
2) Since 2013 (i.e., almost 12 years), I have impatiently waited for David's mine to be sold, and to work with him and his group to distribute some of the proceeds to humanitarian causes. David has anticipated the day, off and on, all this time. He has even PAID me, in advance of the sale, anticipating that the mine would eventually sell, and I am part of his team (which includes his and Jeannie's adult children). My depression is couched in asking myself, over and over, time and again..... "WHY does this project not proceed?????"
I have vacillated between "WHY.....???? " etc., and "I, Ken Taylor, already have everything I need" -- to the point of dizzy frustration and even tears.
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