Don't know why things are going as they are.
I had a WONDERFUL time at the quarterly executive board meeting for THE LAVENDER EFFECT.
After which I had a SHITTY time at the Gay Asian Pool Party (included CMG).
So now, I still feel down.
No call from David T. No new friends or encouraging friendships from people I've already known.
I saw Allen Page there. I didn't talk to him. But I think he and I sort of connected a while ago at another CMG party. All I have left from that is a slight recognition and a wish that SOMEONE would have reached out to me.
I have a sore knee, but I played it up a bit more, by sitting by myself on a lawn chair that had a sort of foot rest. "RICE principle" I reasoned. RICE stands for Rest, Ice, Compression, Elevation - which is the home remedy advice for swollen knees.
So I elevated. But NO ONE came over to even just speak to me, let alone ask about my elevated leg.
Was I expecting too much?
I'm not all that attracted to Asians, and naked Asians don't do much more for me. There were some Caucasians and some blends there.... and some of THEM were naked. And they held a bit more of my interest.
But overall, I didn't have a good time. The food people brought to this pot-luck was ho-hum. Some good, some just average.
So I waited there until a bit after 3pm, which was the time at which my friend Jim Hoffman (one of the CMG organizers) was to make an announcement. But he hadn't, by about 3:05. I just couldn't take being there any longer, so I gathered my things and left. I said good-bye to Jim, and that was that.
*sigh*
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