Free writing with George. He and I are both free writing right now. I asked him to tell me when he's done (I.e., in about 5-10 minutes), and he said, predictably, "Or, you tell me when you're done."
Now and then, I'd like it if he'd say, "OK, I will" and leave it at that. I often feel the "burden" of being the one who imposes my "stuff" on him, rather than he doing that to me. It's ok, though. We're both just trying to be considerate and caring.
In other news, I'm failing badly lately on my diet/exercise program, and I don't want to beat myself up about it, but I don't like the hugeness of my belly, and so I'm preparing to go on a stricter weight control program soon. I don't want to have to buy any bigger sized clothes.
I am NOT doing "free writing" here, am I? I'm just complaining about my life.
And so now, I'll focus on ecriture automatique:assumptive self" and my true self BOTH have asmade this comment ("I don't know") almost all my life. I did pretend to know the truth about religion, but it was mostly a desire to be like my parents and older siblings. I THOUGHT I knew for a while, as a missionary. But I reaally didn't. And I envied others (like David) who clearly "knew"
Seems strange to say that now - since David, Joe, and severally significant others have stopped saying "I know."
The podcast by John Larsen I listened to it today. It's about LDS and the Devil..... He started by saying that the LDS position (in part based on what the Book Of =Mormon says) is that their church/truth/baptism is the ONLY one that will get a person to heaven.
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