20161214 IS TODAY GONNA BE D DAY?

DD DAY - David's Deal Day

Well, I don't know for sure.... but if the GOCH funds transfers began yesterday, the money should show up TODAY.

I attract wealth TODAY.

I hope hope hope hope hope hope hope so.

I don't need the money today.  But I need to KNOW THE MONEY IS HERE today.

Emotionally, I'm a wreck.

Tried to keep it on the DL (downlow), but a lot of people either know, or have an inkling:

1.  Joe  ALL
2.  Lisa  JOB
3.  Teresa  JOB
4.  Bill Laursen  ALL
5.  Patricia  INVESTMENT
6.  Chad  INVESTMENT
7.  Marie Mauduit  INVESTMENT
8.  Andy Sacher  INVESTMENT
9.  Barrett Porter  INVESTMENT

"Let them think that" - is that a dishonest way of living?

I've done it in the past - "let them think I'm straight" - "let them think I have a spiritual witness of the truthfulness of the LDS religion" - "let them think I can play the piano well" - "let them think I'm fluent in German, French" -

I could likely go on with other "let them thinks" - in almost every aspect of my life.

BUT.........

In certain environments/circles of friends/contexts..... I have been noted by others to be "so very honest."

So.......  "let them think I'm honest."

But I wasn't honest.  And I began to correct this in approx. 1985, when I began to pull away from Mormonism.  I began to admit that I DID NOT know it was "true."  I began to accept the FACT that I had been homosexually active - many, many times - in my life.  And I began to accept RESPONSIBILITY for having lied to Teresa about who I really was.

So...... I no longer have to "let them think" anything.  I'm sure the habit is dying hard.  But I am facing it incrementally, and I feel better about it now than I ever have.

Now..... I'm about to embark on a new chapter in my life, and it's EXCITING.  The nature of the work, the people I'll work with, the recipients of the good will gestures toward those in need..... ALL this is so very EXCITING.

I'm daring to think about it more now.  Even though the "money hasn't arrived yet" - I'm daring to believe this new life is at the door, ready to flood into my current life, and change it permanently.

We shall see.  TODAY.

Later tonight.....

I heard nothing all day, until 4 pm, when I got a text from David saying they'll have news on BOTH (i.e., GOCH and Singapore funding) .... TOMORROW.

When will "TOMORROW" ever be here????????????

*sigh*