Meh.
Got up, didn't do any routine activities, except make bed.
Had coffee & smoothie; did laundry.
Listened to podcasts, "met" Michael Wolff (anti-Trump biographer).
Talked to GG; he's hurting, but I distracted him from his pain for a while.
And now........
Qui sait?
I'm wondering what it is that's stopping me from doing my routine, playing & practicing piano..... reading.
I've thought it might be a "depression" - connected with end of life, aging, lack of progress with Akanda, loss of Chrissy as a daughter-in-law (not official yet, but likely), and the Tesla/Trump syndrome with regard to Rodney buying a Tesla and Eli saying he'd vote for Trump.
That's quite a lot, but while I'm here swimming around in it...... I seem to have found a way of coping: Distract myself with "must do's" at any given moment: laundry, meals, personal hygiene, podcasts, on-line games (crosswords, solitaire).
And reminding myself that "I, KEN TAYLOR, ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED!!!!!!!"
Such is my current life. Meh.
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