20161117 WRITINGS FOR TODAY

It's early morning, and I agreed to work at 10 am today, so I'm getting an early start.
I already did my meditation & exercise routines.

But now, to possibly change my mood (which is quite negative right now), I'll do my affirmations.

OK, they're done.  I'm aware that my mind wanders a lot when I'm typing the 15 affirmations (10 times each).  But I am forcing myself to "hold the needle down" and keep trying to refocus on the content and how it can change my life.

David's Deal has still not come in.  I don't know:

1.  How much longer I can keep waiting for it.

and

2.  How much longer I can stay at HDA (working for Dr. Pruitt).

My life left is getting shorter by the day.  I don't want it to end (if that's really what happens when I die), not having had a dream & lived it.

My dream is to work with David & do philanthropic work, giving rather than earning (although I WILL be earning my salary, of course).

I wonder if it will happen today.  I hope it will happen today.  I pray it will happen today.  LET IT HAPPEN TODAY!

Please.  I need to start living my dream..... TODAY!

Please.